Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Goes to DREAM

Hiatus for about two weeks (should it called hiatus?) because a current yet full of excitement in esmod. I have pattern design class at 1 PM from Monday to Friday , but it's like I have a class in a whole day. Quite tiring but still exciting. Actually, it's a little bit difficult. You know, counting, cutting, playing with rules...
At the first day, 21th April 2014, I went to esmod at 7 am and arrived at 10 am, damn Jakarta! it has terribly traffic jam. Then I had class at 1 PM until 4 PM and I arrived at home at 9 PM. So, I studied for 3 hours only and I wasted my time (almost 8 hours) on the way. After that I had to make my homework until 1 AM. HOSH! I will die in the end of the course.
Then, Momma let me to rent a dorm near esmod with my cousin who is student in ESMOD. I share a room with her. Thanks god, I don't have to against the traffic jam, pollution, and the hot Jakarta.
But actually living in here is quite expensive. Okay, maybe I live in a village for a long time --FYI, my campus, UNPAD located in Jatinangor, Sumedang-- where everything is cheap. Moreover, esmod  "steal* all my money *cry*. Even I don't have to pay the admission fee due to a scholarship for Ria Miranda

Ohh, ignore my gripe, please.. But, all the lesson in class given by my teacher Miss Gia is useful and quick. Miss Gia makes us "run". So we have something much after the course. And esmod has a great great greaaaaaaaaaaaaaat library. I love it shooo muchoo! I visit it before class started. It has just three book shelf, but it contains with brilliants books. All about fashion for sure.

 Do some selfies photos is not a sin though :p Selfie photo is a current trend since hollywood actors and actress did it in Oscar.Hmm, but I think everybody did self-centered photo like this since they have their first phone with camera or a camera. I don't know why it's called a new trend meanwhile we did it since a long time ago.. Sometimes is okay to be selfish! We need me time, no?

Monday, April 14, 2014


Who doesn't want this babe? Oh My God, I've been craving for it for a long time. As a new comer in fashion blogging's world, I need a make up kit for sure. 
But what I have here? I just have an eyeliner and a pink lipstick. No more makeup. I'm a pale fashion blogger ever! Ewwh! 
Actually I can't do make up well, but I told you that I'm a fast learner. I could coloring my face as well as a makeup artist *Okay, I'm just kidding here* So, I want this since naked launch their product, but it's too expensive for me :( 

So, that's why my heart beats faster when one of my fave Indonesian fashion blogger Cindy Karmoko's offer Naked 3 as her birthday giveaway. You can check it here HGM Birthday Giveaway
She always makes a cool giveaway, her gifts are always mesmerizing. Make me always joined every giveaway she made. Million times I joined her cool giveaways, but I got any of them. Null. Pity!
But I really hope I could get this one little darling.
Naked 3 would be perfect for coloring my face, complete my outfit everyday, and my blog for sure. I want to be as big as her, be a fashion blogger and a fashion designer too. What a dream!

Happy birthday for a talented fashion blogger Cindy Karmoko

Wish you a blessing birthday. Bright future as bright as your fierce hair! 

Saturday, April 5, 2014

ESMOD's euphoria

I've listed Friday, 4th April 2014 as one of my best day. Well, I just got back from campus that day (which held in 07:30 until 09:10) too early for study, no? Moreover, I just slept for 3 hours. Due to slept less, I decided to get some sleep again after class. When my eyes were about to close, my phone rang. And it was from Jakarta, I wonder if it was from..

Lady : "Hello, is this Fanny speaking?"
Me    : "Yup"
Lady  : "we're from Ria Miranda, calling you to inform that you're the one of the lucky girl who receive the free short course in ESMOD"

--OMG, my heart was skip a beat. My sleepiness vanish in a second--

Me : "WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTT??? WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" Oh god, I was extremely excited hear that great news.

And then, the lady explain about the program, and my chance to have an internship in their clothing line but I was overwhelm with excitement and didn't hear her explanation carefully. I ended up the phone by yelling-out-loud and made the lady giggling.
My friends around me were exciting too, but they tried to avoid me because I kept yell and hit on them because I was over excited.

Study fashion is my big dream! BIG BIG DREAM!!!!!! *sorry I have to give a point here, because this is an important thing for me* that's the reason why I made this blog too, because my friends gave me an advice if I want to apply a fashion school in France, I should have some relation into fashion as a point plus to be accepted at their campus . For example, I made my own clothing line or have a fashion blog. And I decided make something simpler, I did fashion blogging by then. Yes!  I dream about study fashion design in French, why French? because I want to explore my french's  ability there, that'll make all I've studied before worth it (FYI, Now Imma french literature student in UNPAD), the second reason: it's a fabulous country where fashion is one of their landmark, the last reason;  it's a country where people have their freedom to express themself (I mean in fashion thing) and the air and the garden are tempting me to have my lunch, read a book even study something there
 But, fashion design school is not that cheap, even less I want to study in Europe --which means I need more money for my living cost, that cost 10 times more expensive than here in Indonesia. Maybe I can't afford it, but I keep driving myself crazy by keep dreaming of it. I just want to focus on what I'm dreaming of, maybe I'm an idiotic irrational, but who care and who know my future :)

I joined a competition to win a free short course in ESMOD by Riamiranda by an information of my junior in campus. I have to sent an essay titled “How Fashion Can Change Your Life and Your Circles”, a CV, and some sketches which would make you have more point, and a coupon in Ria Miranda's book called Passhion.

And god is showing his/her/it's pomp lately--sorry, there's no gender on my god--. Two days before the announcement, I cried and tell god all my misery, and after that, Allah wipe my tears replacing with the great opportunity like this. Allah just caress me gently. 
Maybe you think that I'm too much, but, It's what I felt right now. God is too good. 
Hat - Forever 21
Top & Long skirt - Unbranded
Kimono's outer - H&M
Hologram's bag - @leecop (online shop at instagram)
Hologram's shoes - Fairy Berry

This is my little piece. Actually it isn't the design I sent to Riamiranda. Unfortunately, I didn't capture any of them, But this is one of my design, I know it an amateur's design, but I promise I'll trying my best to make it better and better.

once again, thank you very much for giving me such a big opportunity, Riamiranda! Can't wait for my class in ESMOD Jakarta in 21 April 2014! Woohoo! I can't even expect myself to study in the one of the best fashion institution's in the world! 

“There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.” 

Keep dreaming, dreamers even in a hard condition. Just have your faith on!